Topic: cigarette break

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photo by Camil Tulcan

Waltz 2

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Coldplay - The Hardest Part

And the hardest part
Was letting go, not taking part
Was the hardest part

And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start

I could feel it go down
Bittersweet, I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining the cloud
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

And the hardest part
Was letting go, not taking part
You really broke my heart

And I tried to sing
But I couldn't think of anything
And that was the hardest part

I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
You're a silver lining the clouds
Oh and I
Oh and I
I wonder what it's all about
I wonder what it's all about

Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do, it's just comes undone
And everything is torn apart

Oh and it's the part
That's the hardest part
Yeah that's the hardest part
That's the hardest part

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photo by Camil Tulcan

INXS - Afterglow

Here I am, lost in the light of the moon that comes through my
window
Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from
the roses
It's you and the roses

Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go I will find my way when I see your eyes
Now I'm living in your afterglow

Here I am, lost in the ashes of time, but who wants tomorrow?
In between the longing to hold you again
I'm caught in your shadow, I'm losing control
My mind drifts away, we only have today

Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go I will find my way
I will sacrifice 'til the blinding day when I see your eyes
Now I'm living in your afterglow

When the faith has gone as I let you go, as I let you go

Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go I will find my way, I will sacrifice
Now I'm living in your afterglow

Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from
the roses
It's you who is closest...


(to bea, with love...)

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photo by Camil Tulcan

A Perfect Circle - The Hollow

run, desire, run
a sexual being
run him like a blade
to and through the heart, no conscience
one motive: cater to the hollow

screaming feed me here
fill me up again
temporarily pacify this hunger that's so cruel

libido throw
dominoes of indiscretions down
falling all around in cycles, in circles
constantly consuming, conquering, devour.

'cause its time to bring the fire down
throttle all this indiscretion
long enough to edify
and permanently fill this hollow

screaming feed me here
fill me up again
temporarily pacifying
feed me here
fill me up again
temporarily pacifying

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photo by Camil Tulcan

Lola - No Strings Attached

It's the first thing on my mind when I wake
It's the last thing on my mind when I have faced the day
I need it so bad (so bad)
It makes me feel like a woman
And it's so good
Let me make you feel like a man

Baby, let's have sex
No strings attached
Real good sex
Baby, I need to relax
I don't even know you
And I don't care
Cause, you've got what I want
And I want all you got
Come on baby, let's do it right here

I need what I need, when I need it
I'm just a ? ? ? child
I'm not gonna lie about it
I'm untamed and wild
It makes me stronger
I can't help it
Make it last longer
As long as you can take it

Baby, let's have sex
No strings attached
Real good sex
I need to relax
I don't even know you
And I don't care
Cause, you've got what I want
And I want all you got
Come on baby, let's do it right here

And I'll strip
Strip for me, baby
Do it nice and slow
Take off your shirt
Take off your shoes
Take off your belt
Take it all off, baby
And do what I need you to do

I need to relax, oh
I don't even know you
And I don't care
Cause, you've got what I want
And I want all you got
Baby, come on, let's do it right here
Let's have
Let's do it here...

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photo by Camil Tulcan

The End - Doors

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes...again

Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In a...desperate land

Lost in a roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah

There's danger on the edge of town
Ride the king's highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby

Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...he's old, and his skin is cold

The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and we'll do the rest

The blue bus is callin' us
The blue bus is callin' us
Driver, where you taken' us

The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and...then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door...and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother...i want to...fuck you

C'mon baby, take a chance with us
C'mon baby, take a chance with us
C'mon baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin' a blue rock
On a blue bus
Doin' a blue rock
C'mon, yeah

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

It hurts to set you free
But you'll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die

This is the end...

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photo by h demmon

Lhasa - la confession

Je n’ai pas peur
De dire que je t’ai trahi
Par pure paresse
Par pure mélancolie
Qu’entre toi
Et le diable
J’ai choisi le plus
Confortable
Mais tout cela
N’est pas pourquoi
Je me sens coupable
Mon cher ami
Je n’ai pas peur de dire
Que tu me fais peur
Avec ton espoir
Et ton grand sens
De l’honneur
Tu me donnes envie
De tout détruire
De t’arracher
Le beau sourire
Et même ça
N’est pas pourquoi
Je me sens coupable
C’est ça le pire

Je me sens coupable
Parce que j’ai l’habitude
C’est la seule chose
Que je peux faire
Avec une certaine
Certitude
C’est rassurant
De penser
Que je suis sûre
De ne pas me tromper
Quand il s’agit
De la question
De ma grande culpabilité

Je n’ai pas peur
De dire que j’ai triché
J’ai mis le plus pur
De mes pensées
Sur le marché
J’ai envie de laisser tomber
Toute cette idée
De « vérité »
Je garderais
Pour me guider
Plaisir et culpabilité...

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photo by istoica

The Cure - Love Cats

Ah
We move like cagey tigers
We couldn't get closer than this
The way we walk
The way we talk
The way we stalk
The way we kiss
We slip through the streets
While everyone sleeps
Getting bigger and sleeker
And wider and brighter
We bite and scratch and scream all night
Let's go and throw
All the songs we know...

Into the sea
You and me
All these years and no one heard
I'll show you in spring
It's a treacherous thing
We missed you hissed the lovecats

We're so wonderfully wonderfully wonderfully
Wonderfully pretty!
Oh you know that I'd do anything for you...
We should have each other to tea huh?
We should have each other with cream
Then curl up by the fire
And sleep for awhile
It's the grooviest thing
It's the perfect dream

Into the sea
You and me
All these years and no one heard
I'll show you in spring
It's a treacherous thing
We missed you hissed the lovecats

We're so wonderfully wonderfully wonderfully
Wonderfully pretty!
Oh you know that I'd do anything for you...
We should have each other to dinner huh?
We should have each other with cream
Then curl up in the fire
Get up for awhile
It's the grooviest thing
It's the perfect dream

Hand in hand
Is the only way to land
And always the right way round
Not broken in pieces
Like hated little meeces...
How could we miss
Someone as dumb as this?

I love you... let's go...
Oh... solid gone...
How could we miss
Someone as dumb as this?

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photo by bogdan u.

Leoaica tânără, iubirea - Nichita Stanescu

Leoaica tânără, iubirea
mi-ai sărit în faţă.
Mă pândise-n încordare
mai demult.
Colţii albi mi i-a înfipt în faţă,
m-a muşcat leoaica, azi, de faţă.

Şi deodata-n jurul meu, natura
se făcu un cerc, de-a-dura,
când mai larg, când mai aproape,
ca o strângere de ape.
Şi privirea-n sus ţişni,
curcubeu tăiat în două,
şi auzul o-ntâlni
tocmai lângă ciocârlii.

Mi-am dus mâna la sprânceană,
la tâmplă şi la bărbie,
dar mâna nu le mai ştie.
Şi alunecă-n neştire
pe-un deşert în strălucire,
peste care trece-alene
o leoaică arămie
cu mişcările viclene,
încă-o vreme,
şi-ncă-o vreme...

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György Ligeti - Musica Ricercata for piano: II. Mesto, rigido e cerimoniale

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photo by Brassaï

Led Zeppelin - All My Love

Should I fall out of love, my fire in the light
To chase a feather in the wind
Within the glow that weaves a cloak of delight
There moves a thread that has no end.

For many hours and days that pass ever soon
the tides have caused the flame to dim
At last the arm is straight, the hand to the loom
Is this to end or just begin?

All of my love, all of my love,
All of my love to you.
All of my love, all of my love,
All of my love to you.

The cup is raised, the toast is made yet again
One voice is clear above the din
Proud Aryan one word, my will to sustain
For me, the cloth once more to spin

All of my love, all of my love,
All of my love to you.
All of my love, all of my love,
All of my love to you.

Yours is the cloth, mine is the hand that sews time
his is the force that lies within
Ours is the fire, all the warmth we can find
He is a feather in the wind

All of my love, all of my love,
All of my love to you.
All of my love, all of my love,
All of my love to you.
Sometime, sometime, sometime, sometime...
It's all, all, all, all,
All of my love, all of my love, all of my love, to you now.
All of my love, all of my love, all of my love,
to, to you, and you, and you, and yeah...

I've got a little bit of love left.
Just a little bit, just a little bit.
Just a little bit of love left,
Just a little bit of love left...

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Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me

Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooo
Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody - I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooo - (anyway the wind blows)
I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, scaramouch will you do the fandango?
Thunderbolts and lightning - very very frightening me
Gallileo, Gallileo,
Gallileo, Gallileo,
Gallileo Figaro - magnifico

But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from his monstrosity
Easy come easy go - will you let me go
Bismillah! No - we will not let you go - let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go - let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go - let me go
Will not let you go - let me go (never)
Never let you go - let me go
Never let me go - ooo
No, no, no, no, no, no, no -
Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me
for me
for me
for me

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh baby - can't do this to me baby
Just gotta get out - just gotta get right outta here

Ooh yeah, ooh yeah
Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters - nothing really matters to me

Anyway the wind blows...

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Prince - Insatiable

Turn the lights off, strike a candle
No one that I've
ever, knows how 2 handle my body

The way u truly
do
Insatiable's my name when it comes 2 u

I
got a jones, Martha
Oh yeah, it be like this (I can't
have a hug)
I can't have a hug (unless)
unless I
have a kiss

My body, baby, u truly do
Insatiable's my name when it comes 2 u

Like a
wildcat, Martha, in a celibate rage
I want your love, in my
dirty little cage
Can u understand, Martha?

My
body, baby, u truly do
Insatiable's my name when it
comes 2 u

2 night we video...
No one will ever
know
We'll erase the naughty bits
I'll show
my...
If you show your...
I can't help it,
Martha {'insatiable' repeated in the background}
I can't help what u do 2 me
U are my every
fantasy
There's no telling how far I'd go
Cuz when it comes 2 u, I know
I'm insatiable and I
just can't stop
Even if I wasn't thirsty,
I
would drink every drop

Please, baby, don't say
no
Cuz I'll surely go crazy
OK, so all u do is
push the little red button...
and I belong 2 u and your
little video box

Hey - don't look at the clock,
yeah
It's 2:45, we got all night

first u
gotta tell me what u want me to do

My body, baby, u
truly do
Insatiable's my name when it comes 2 u
there's no tellin' how far I'd go
Cuz when
it comes 2 u, I know
I'm insatiable and I just
can't stop
Even if I wasn't thirsty,
I
would drink every drop

So take it slow baby, and
let's unwind
Do u really want all my clothes off?
(yes)
What are u gonna do to prove it?
Aren't u
afraid we're gonna be found out?
Well, let's get
on with the show
Turn the lights down low (Turn the lights
down lower)
Doesn't my body look good in the
shadows?
Baby knows what 2 do
Have u done this before?
(I don't know)
U say u want my hips up in the air?
(yeah)
I don't know, I don't care

(My
body, baby, u truly do)
I know I could be nasty with u

(Up and down, just like a seesaw) ((back and forth))
(back and forth)
Listen (oh girl, I'm
fallin')
I love u, baby

I love u baby,
you're mine
U're nastier than I thought
It's just 2:49…

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Nine Inch Nails - Hurt

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way...

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photo by Helmut Newton - Cyberwoman 3


"Tell me
Darlin'
What would it take
To untie the twist in us?"

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photo by Livia P. - a doll's house

Saltillo - Remember Me